Worthlessness

She stretched her arms forward  on the table hoping for his. All she felt was cold hard rock glass and emptiness.

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Few Things I Don’t Get.!!

Hello there..! How are you doing? Having good start to the week I hope. In this post I’m gonna just talk. I’m gonna talk about things that I don’t understand about MEN.! Yup.! I don’t know why but I just want to write about it.

So let’s get started.!

• Nothing Box.!

Doesn’t matter who that person is Your dad,brother, boyfriend, fiance, husband, BGF, all of them do this. They will seem to be lost in some deep thoughts and when you ask what they are thinking. They will say nothing. And actually they are not really thinking anything. It’s like they are in this nothing box where they won’t pay attention to you or listen and just be all lost.! Is it just me or you’ve had this same experience too!? Let me know. Really!(in comment section)

• Hate on Road while Driving.! (0.0)

OMG! Don’t get me started on this. It might be just where I live. But I’ve noticed men hates the red lights. They just hate it. God they’ll go mad-crazy-angry. I mean it’s okay, it’s for just few min. CALM DOWN.! And don’t ever dare on road to overtake them. They will think you’ve challenged them for a street race(Even when you haven’t). And Gosh their love for honking on the road just because they can’t ever wait for like 5 seconds. Ughh..! People, You’re missing out on peaceful calm driving by yourself time. CALM DOWN A LITTLE, WILL YOU!?? (It’s okay, girl.! just breath)

• No,! I can do it Myself. (Whhhyyy…!)

Why they hate accepting any help. I mean even superheros need help once in awhile.(not that all male are same, at least I hope they are not) You can definately ask for help and accept it if we offer. It does not make you any less of a man.! =)

• Checking Out Every Girl.! I mean Every Single One! 

I know I know.! Don’t even think of denying it.! I am not saying that you’re planning on cheating on your loved one. But they will check out other girls by the corner of their eye even though they love their girl so much. I mean at least don’t do it when they are around.! (if you are one of those who are not guilty of it, just smile, but don’t argue about it. I mean it!)

Sometimes these things makes me so mad. Well as they say Men will be Men. So I’ll have to learn to get used to all that someday. There are other things but I can’t really recall. May be next time. Let me know if you agree or not. Or if you want to add something to what I said. Go ahead.!

Have a lovely day. Loads of love. Take care of yourselves.

TUDles..! ❤ ❤ <3..!!

Them II

She took out her keys,  got in her car, and started driving. She had no plan to go anywhere. She had just turned the music player on and kept driving wherever the road would take her. Unconsciously she was thinking of him and what they talked about 5 mins before she wished him well and said their last goodbye. It wasn’t the first time they had parted.
While she was lost in thoughts. She heard a familiar song.
*****
They were laying on her tarece under a stary sky. It was summer and her birthday. He had came to her place to wish her with his favourite vegan chocolate cake. So typical him! (Hehe..) He had also made her a dvd of their memories. All the photos and videos of their and the playlist of their personal love songs.
She said if she could ask for something for her birthday. Of course he said yes. So she asked him to sing her a song. “Sing you something, I’m terrible at it. Haha I’m not singing”, he said. She frowned and got back to gazing the stars.
Suddenly she heard him sing.

The little things you do for me
And nobody else make me feel good
Little things you do for me
Making me smile
When no one else could that’s why
I like to sit next to you
And hear is your mad stories
I know they are not true
And i like that we share
A secret or two, together!

It was the same song playing on music player. They have always been the kind of couple who did little things for each other to make other feel special. Where is it all gone now? She finally lost it and cried herself rivers. By the side of a huge road somewhere on the highway she stopped her car and cried her heart out.
TUDles..❤

He visits Her..

It was a cold night. She had been working for hours now. As she was done with all of her work she realized that it’s 2 am in the morning and she needs to get her beauty sleep for tomorrow’s big presentation for her work. As always she brushed her teeth got into her comfy PJs and her fluffy socks. These were the things that would keep her cozy and calm through this hard time she was in. Before she knew she had fell asleep.

*****

She was all dolled up in her favorite floral dress with her nude pumps and the black lather backpack which he had gifted her from his first salary. She had kept her hair open with big curls falling over her shoulder just the way he liked them. And she had made sure she doesn’t forget to bring his favorite cookies made by her mom.

As she reached to the cafe she saw him waiting for her on the same table they had their first date. He looked so handsome even after all these years. As she reached the table and joined him she felt a weird feeling in her stomach. There was something wrong. She was feeling restless all of a sudden. He was looking at her but it seemed like he couldn’t see her. As she reached out to his hand to ask if everything was fine, she found it impossible to reach him. Was she disappearing? It seemed like she was. Her voice was fading away.

Suddenly he got up and hugged a girl who appeared from God knows where. She was dusky tall girl with long black hair tied in a braid. It was her. The one with whom he fell in love with when he was still hers. Her head was spinning and aching so much. It seemed too much for her to handle. She heard a scream escape out of her mouth and when she opened her eyes she was in her bed.

*****

It was the same dream. Again. He visits her. Again.

TUDles.. ❤